Last Page of Archive

As the title speaks for itself, this is the last page of my archive, for a new diary now accompanys me - easytofindme.blogspot.com. Friends who wanna check me out, check that out!!

19th Aug '06

Hi diary.. When I woke up this morning, I felt very solemn.. I started thinking of everything I can remember that happened in my life till now.. Alot had happened, from the time when I first enrolled in primary education in 1994, to when I graduated from sec sch in 2004, and will be graduating from poly in 6 months' time. I'm no longer young.. I could feel age catching up with me, telling me to grow up and get on with life. I'm gonna be working in the society soon.. I feel that I've have wasted my youth, a dream that will never come again for the next eternity..

03rd Aug '06

Evening, Diary. Haven't blogged for 3 weeks.. hehe.. been busy man.. lemme see.. Since the last time I blogged, I've been rejected by Ee Lin, went to DXO with friends.com, got to know a stalker who's stalking me, and officially closed my club.. haha.. but.. I failed my final theory - again.. man.. Well, at least I have 2 more burdens taken down.. Hmm.. I'm actually blogging in the clubhouse right now, while watching JJ and Weijian play Wei Qi. Let's concentrate on 1 topic for now..

I've been meeting great girls.. Pretty ones, cute ones, sweet ones, rugged ones, etc.. but I don't seem to be able to net any of them.. haizz.. and some of them find me very fierce. Am I really that fierce?? Well ok, I'm fierce to some, but that's because I know them quite well, so I did some rough-housing.. I've also cut down alot on my vulgarities, saying less than 5 a day.. man.. Seems like they and I just don't have the destiny.. Nevermind.. I'll just take things in my stride.. Cheers to the Bachelor Society!!!!!!

12th Jul '06

Hi Diary.. I realised everytime I talked to you, I only talked about the sad things that happened. Perhaps good things are a norm to me now.

This afternoon, I brought my SP Astro peeps down to CJC for a NASA talk. After the talk, I found my CJ astro friends (on my part) and started talking to them, and decided to join them for dinner at Orchard. It was a big mistake...

I can never click with them anymore. The way we had our conversations made me feel that I was never part of them. The idea they gave me was,"we have an empty seat anyway, you can have it if you want to." When we had our dinner, I seriously could not find anything to talk about. I just stared out of the dining table and look elsewhere, knowing that even if I did strike up a conversation, it would last only a few sentences at most. Even my once close friend (on my part once again), Valerie, didn't talk to me, unless we were in someone else's conversation (fancy her calling me to go for the talk because she's there).

People once told me in life, everyone will tend to gain something and lose another. Guess I'm losing this group of friends (you know what i mean) in exchange for my digression of course for life, whether I like it or not. Oh yes, I'm not done with my story. Valerie was also no exception. She is willing to lose me in exchange for my male senior, but I guess there's more than meets the eye. Their closeness made me couldn't help myself but to think they are going steady. Well, it's not really my problem anyway. My ties with CJ astro could probably have ended in June '04.

February 2006, Adrian wrote in his msn nick:

"We are living in 2 different worlds now. I can't exist in yours and neither can you in mine."

10th Jul '06

Good evening, Diary. Today, I failed my very first test since the start of my poly life. What test is it? It's my final driving theory test.. zzz... so suay.. I think i failed by only 1 or 2 marks.. but then again, like what my bamboo friend said, a fail is a fail. Who cares whether you failed by 1 mark or 100 marks.. stupid paper.. feel so demoralised right now.. failing a stupid paper like that.. makes me no cleverer than a stupid computerised test.. zzz.. now have to wait for another 3 weeks before I can take the test again.. ZZZ... waste time sia!!!! na beizzz... maybe because I sl my workshop instructor too much today.. haizz... night diary..

Adriano's Theory of Unification

"To unite the people under the same banner, the leaders must create a common goal, cause or enemy."

04th July '06

Afternoon diary.. Actually, I have nothing to write. Just came in to write some crap, since I haven't done so for quite a few days..

Today, SL came back for his graduation ceremony.. and stinked the whole clubroom.. zzz.. What an arsehole.. and like the other arshole friend of mine, he's reading off every word I'm typing in..Asked me to carry on, so I'll play along.. He's wearing his stupid boots in the clubroom, defiling every known corner and ground in the room..

ok, that's all for today.. told ya.. just came in to fill you in..